Advent 3A - Additional Thoughts - Nagging Little Doubts
Here's a great quote from W. Ray Beaver from his "Sunday Blogging" site. You can find the entire post here.
I believe that in times of stress, everyone has doubts. No matter that John had heard the wind, seen the dove, heard the words from the mouth of Jesus. When he was there in prison, his life on the line, most likely knowing he would not be able to speak as a prophet again, I think he began to doubt. Not one of those deep, questioning doubts that causes the gut to rumble and the mind to wander and the hands to shake, because John had faith that the message he had been bringing about the coming messiah was indeed true. But that little doubt that gnaws at the edges of the mind saying over and over, you may have made the right moves and said the right things, but is it happening? Is the one you thought was the fulfillment of all you believed really him, or is he to be another prophet, carrying the message of God to the people in wilderness and town, telling the people yet again to wait, to step back, to repent and be glad but to continue to prepare? And Jesus answered him the only way that would have truly reassured him, with the message of example, of how the prophecies were being fulfilled, of how the good news was replacing news of distant coming, of how the people were healed and salvation was near. And I can’t help but look at this line from the end of Jesus’ response to John: “And blessed is anyone who takes no offense at me.” It seems an innocuous statement, yet it is not a statement that no-one is offended by Jesus, rather more of a statement by suggestion that there are those who are offended by Jesus, by who he is and what he is doing, and the suggestion is that even knowing that would be reassuring to John as he lay there imprisoned.
Is it really here? Is the Kingdom of God really at hand? Is the Messiah really among us? Perhaps these were the sorts of questions nagging away at John's mind. Maybe it was doubt...or maybe it was that sort of feeling we get when something really good is happening and we almost can't believe it to be true.
Others have suggested that John may have had more serious doubts about Jesus. Jesus didn't seem to be the hellfire and brimstone sort of preacher that John was. John had prophesied about a baptism of fire, and burning the chaff in unquenchable fire, which (on first glance) don't appear to have been part of Jesus' ministry. But, even if this is the case, Jesus sends back this little phrase, almost like a secret code: "blessed is anyone who takes no offense at me." In other words, "Don't worry, John, I'm offending plenty of people out here. They have plenty of reason to be upset at the message of God."
From time to time, we all have doubts. Sometimes they are just nagging little doubts, sometimes they are full-blown paralyzing doubts. We doubt our faith. We doubt our family. We doubt God. We doubt the abilities of our coworkers. We doubt the effectiveness of our church. We even doubt ourselves and our gifts.
What we need to be reminded of is not what we feel, but what we know. Sometimes we need to simply be told again about the Christ who came down from heaven to set His people free. We need the concrete objective message that Jesus sent to John the Baptist: the deaf hear, the lame walk, the mute shout for joy.
Sometimes when we wander through our own personal deserts, we simply need some streams in the wilderness. We need to hear of the ways in which the Kingdom of God is at hand. We need to hear of the miracles which are occuring in the pastures, and then we need some of those lush blooms to appear in the desert as well.